I raised myself...And I ain't no fool

So all my life I've been mostly independent.
Not saying NO ONE at all hasn't helped me, but I've always got my ish done by myself. No Mommy, No Daddy, No Granny, No Auntie. Jus Ashly...
I am quite happy with pulling thru on my own. But damn I ask the one person who is trying to make a comeback in my life (a sorry one at tht) for something that person already agreed to doing, and I'm getting sum BS thrown my way. Ridiculous.
And they ask why I don't ask for help?
B/c ppl are sorry they always reneging on they claims and promises, jus don't make none. I could understand if you making an effort, but when you become selective in your effort, meaning you would exert more energy to help another instead of me, or if i were them....then you piss me off.

I absolutely hate blatant hypocrites...I am hypocritical, its human nature, but when I kno i am being hypocritical I step back and apologize. Thats what I know is the Adult Thing to do...maybe that person should take they own damn advice these days.

I think I have done good for myself, eventhough my family supported me I was the one who kept my grades up and studied, I was the one that filled out the scholarship application an d created my own networks. I am the one that funded my first year in college, with only one loan. I am the one who enlisted in the NAVY and gained a $180k scholarship to go to any school I choose. The only thing I can really say I needed help with was shopping for my dorm, and a laptop. Other than that, I bought my books, I paid back any loans from my Dad. I already started paying off the loan I have now. I SECURED MY FUTURE!!!!

Oh and that one time I overdrafted he helped me, but that was b/c he happened to find the letter, I NEVER ask for anything. Cause I do for me.

I am just pissed, that my own Dad who wants me to appreciate his efforts never appreciates mine. And I believe mines are substantial.

But like a friend of mines always say.....lo que sea.

Midterms...Go Smart...Do Work...Get Attendance esp. for exams!!!