Sooner than later

I realized today...that I care more than I try to put off....

I think its happening to me...again...but this time it may have been there, and may never really leave. I feel like my friend/consultant...(she and I are like effin twins)...but yea I feel like her...I can't say it...or i'm scared to say it...but i def admit it. Do I? Could I? Damn, but if I am...how did I let that happen? or say something different to that one?

Damn, I'm all types of messed up.

But I do kno...that I am secretly becoming obsessed with the fact that I could wake up next to my future........destiny...My end is so far but yet so close...cause what I do now can potentially directly affect my tomorrow negatively, or my indirectly affect my next week positively...ain't it funny how positive karma takes forever to come back ten-fold, but negative karma be sitting right next to tht ass as the deed ios done...

I am in love.....there i said it....with Drake's- Sooner than Later...that mess is bout to be in the playlist...bout to set the mood...yes girls set the mood to bag 'em...lol jk...

I used to wish...hopefully one day...."he would realize I'm everything he's missing"....I'm feeling this feeling...Idk how to describe it...i jus kno i been feeling a lot lately...and its getting warmer...hmmm....this is disturbing...lmao

But yea...you ain't even gotta ask twice, we can share my heart like the last slice!!!

I think I lost my priorities...need to find them hoes...fck!!!