The Mental Side of Things

soooo i realize the psychological effect of the assimilation of smell, memory and emotions is so relative. (random i kno)

but it's true....the brain more vividly stimulates mental images and emotional charges when exposed to a specific scent.....GEEK SQUAD on deck...lmao

so enuf w/ the nerdy fact of the day.


I got my new phone...Friday...and I love it...well somewhat...it's still irritating...but while I sat on the bus to class vehemently probing the touch screen to fulfill some type of awesome technological destiny...I stopped and realized....why????? Why couldn't a mediocre, get-the-job-done phone suffice....I'm becoming a lil techno-head like the father figure.

I talked to my mom about EV-AR-RAY-THANG...lol...I told her I was no longer her 'little girl' and wat not....and she laughed and explained to me that sex is just another means for an outlet for stress or built up anxiety, ain't nothing wrong with a lil sumthin' sumthin'...jus don't bring home a lil sumthin' sumthin' that leak, burn, causes breakage of the genitalia, or cries...lmao.

While on that subject, I am still VERY shocked at the ALL the events that took place starting from Thursday of last week. Crazy ass 4 dy weekend.

Got to spend time with my cuzzo...made a new REAL chill ass friend, and white frat parties...hahahaha. Mending a shaky relationship...but its still dead...just gotta charge it up lmao.


Danger on For the Love of Ray-J....it's getting REALLY REALLY hard to support you sweetie with all those antics u keep pulling yo. lol....Yes I have been sucked in to tht coon of a show...lmao

Geo test tomorra and I have just stopped studying...not that I have covered everything...I jus gave up...oh well...study 5 mins b4 test time I guess.

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I am very confused....I have partaked in something that I plan on doing again, however now there are more parties involved and I can't risk compromising the foundation of either parties...damn it!!!!

I talked to one of the close bruhs (lol) and she said: "Sometimes, as a female, we automatically assume things change after certain events....but forget that males may not be on that same page"

My nigga mentality says things, are still the same....jus more solidified....and my female side says: weeeell, I think...and stops...nigga mentality overrules her and she is subdued to believe that she is not ready for commitment, does not have time, and still needs to explore while she can!!!!

Can't shake this feeling thats creeping up on me........


A.P.