Monday, March 2, 2009

When You Think You Learn The Ropes...

So I realized today after tlkin to a new friend that if you did what YOU feel was right...then how another person interprets it is on them...why? B/c everyone has a different perspective of each situation. And thats just something you can't help...no matter how hard you try. You know that whole three sides to a story phenomenon.

2008:
I learned...I can actually fall in love
Desensitization of Love leads to increased naivety (if thts a word)
Sometimes when you think you running the game, boy the game be running you
Just when you think you have lost a friend...you notice they never left your side.
That good things are worth fighting for
Too much of one thing is not good.
I am VERY complicated...even for myself lol
I love to shop lol especially when I'm emotional (not good at all lol)
I am growing up, and growing up and growing up...never seem to be grown...but even when you are 'physically grown' you still have growing to do
Friendship def. lasts longer than relationships.
Don't burn your bridges no matter who was in the wrong. Try cause Jesus would.


Before I left high school, you know year book signing time, I always signed with a quote: "To ask and be forgiven is holy, but to forgive...is divine." Only Jesus seems to have tht all-divine forgiveness thing going on. I try...even to the most hurtful people.

This year I have learned kinda how to prioritze...i had to let go of someone...I thought it was the best thing for my college career since I have to focus...but after dealing with that, I realized no matter how old you get, the more immature you become, why because your judgement is skewed by your own biasness that you have molded for years, and the older you are the worse it gets. Oh well, thats just the way of the world, we ain't breeding Saints no more...are we? lol

But it don't phase me, why because it just wasn't our time...not til God says it is...and things happen for a reason.

Someone str8 outta left field made it into my life...idk what tht is all about but it may be a great friendship, seems like tht person has changed some what. But yea...more on that later. I guess

Umm...I notice a lot of ppl having relationship issues...why??? Probably cause its Mid-Term season, and temptation-awaiting for the Spring Break season also. lol

It snowed today, I wore the wrong shoes, and my feet went numb and I had to walk at least a qtr of a mile back to my room. It was torture...i fell in the snow and laid there frustrated and on the verge of tears. But i was scared that if I shed a tear it'd freeze on my cheek....lol...I almost hyperventilated on the way back...and my roomie basically saved me...IDK what I would do w/o her.

We had HELLA snow...it was sooo pretty....But it cut the power...so me and my Roomie went outside and played in the snow...and of course TAKE PICTURES DUH!!! Came in the room fell asleep...great!!! Gotta study for GEO and HIST...help me BABY JESUS lol

Oh if you are reading this and you are a poet or know of one or some and can come out to Athens GA anytime after a couple of wks after Spring Break. email me at ashpaul90@yahoo.com

~A*P~

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