When You Grow Up

I grow up when I need to

I grow up when I heed to

I don't understand when can I walk in my shoes

Because everyone older seem to have issues

I try to be responsible

But of course, I thought I was too grown

So I fell back as much as possible

But now I am too old, so responsibility I must own

I sit here wondering

And then I continue pondering....

When am I going to grow up???

I am to me...but when will I to you?

I'm trying to be my own person and not get stuck

But once again apparently to you I am being untrue

Because I want to be independent

I think thats jus a hard pill to swallow for you

Sometimes you gotta let go and let God

But you have yet to let go anyone...so I should not find this odd!

I am trying to be the woman you raised me to be...

But how can I when around my neck you keep a tight leash...?

Now that I have severed it and set up my own shop

You become childish and selfish and your support just stop!

I don't understand whose the kid and whose the adult here...

But I do understand it isn't you, cause you are not being fair.

But its all good....this ain't Pokemon...I can't catch em all

I will let you alone....but I hope our relationship to the fire it will not fall!